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(the wreck of the) jackie fitzgerald

by jackie fitzgerald

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that dog was raised by thieves anyone could see how fast he gnawed at me -unconscious, unconscious we are alive and stolen, that is our excuse, waiting for some handsome, secret avalanche about to happen don't bother fearing december if you can't reach it anyway, hold on to enchanted life if you can, if you can if you can if you can if you can you'll canoe through the forest when water runs high, don't turn back, don't resist -you'll do fine let the old men call you tiger, cuz they might be the last ones who do when they follow you, it won't bother you, you can just let it fall, let it roll let the old men call you tiger, cuz they might be the last ones who do when they follow you, it won't bother you, you can just let it fall, let it roll alt end chorus: so enjoy your avalanche, your spill is yours alone, you can just let it roll, let it roll
2.
when the swamp dreams of you you know you got somethin', and even as you sink it's a tender glide down so you waltz with the swamp, with its catfish and secrets, till its fever, fever breaks down in ¾ time, to the magical brine you sweetly surrender, and don't mind that the water will forget you in ¾ time, ¾ time ¾ time, our time, keep right on waltzing in the mystical brine in ¾ time, our time let go, let go, let go, let go- feel your body flow let go, let go, let go, let go- feel your body flow in ¾ time the swamp likes to dream in blue grey and green, the full moon and mangroves can't taste its tears, and you cannot resist the lure of its rhythm holding you closest, as the song nearly ends, stirs from the dream now -stirs you in calm waves, letting your dream begin - final embrace beautiful surrender, water receives you - in ¾ time ¾ time, our time keep right on waltzing in mystical brine ¾ time, our time, let go, let go, let go, let go - feel your body flow sink so sweet, go toe-to-sweet under toe in ¾ time
3.
Roman had a cleft palate, and found it hard to explain, how someone so shy with Apology Tourettes, gave off such sex, ‘n smelled like sweat and rain if only Roman were braver, so many songs and women he could have - have ‘em singing and humming by the end: hmm-hmm-hmm-hmm-hmm-hmm-hmm-hmm-hmm oh my! Roman found no key, even when you put it in his hand, he found no key, even when you put it in his hand he wrote songs about robots, girls with technicolour hair at night he'd sing at the pet shop where he worked pets even loved him, while the boss untied her hair Roman could only get braver when he could see all the love that he could have - have 'em singing and barking by the end: woof woof woof woof yip yip tip yip woof stay boy, stay that way Roman found the key, he found the world of us there, standing room only, and found that he was a super star Roman still couldn't explain, but now he could see he still couldn't explain - he’s happy
4.
last time that i yearned, last time that i yearned, thought it would be, hoped it would be the last time last time that i yearned you’d think i would've learned, but the lack of promise always makes me feel at home the flood always comes then you gotta build a dam - give a damn mete it with your own two hands ya claw at it all, deeper into no man's land - one man's damn with that language that we made, let die, then tried to build again oh you sweet trick of yearning leave me alone, rightfully cuz i did not ask for this regret is a wondrous soil, leave it be, leave me be - to dismantle, decay, fall away, free-fall from the bones free-fall from the bones oh let this yearning chase me, am wise to the tricks and i am free - and have all you rivers to thank i'll hitch with those instead, you'll get no resistance out of me, more people can ride, ride you clean - forever more
5.
gimme some good old fashioned night some good old-fashioned night the hard light hurts tonight - shines hard on us it won't matter if you leave won't matter if you lie endless summer nights test the fences in a mind don't wanna see you fail, just happy that you tried the town belongs to you, i’ll be gone, you be right need some rest before i leave, let the change roll down the pipe cuz moonlight's better for goodbyes, drifting's gentler in the night moonlight's better for goodbyes drifting's gentler in moonlight moonlight's better for goodbyes drifting's gentler in moonlight not sure where i need to be but i know i need the dark it’s what i'll find it's what i'll find not sure where i need to be but i know i need the dark it’s what i'll find it's what i'll find i will run for both of us i will run for both of us searching for you i will i can i will searching
6.
they were much more than a cautionary tale, told out of school they're on the run they're on the run they're on the run they’re on the run can't go back, can't go back you can't go back, you can't go back you can't go back can't go back, can't go back, you can't go back, you can't go back can't go back cuz they'd been gone too long, they'd been gone too long, and upon their return, they were made to face the rough music they'd been gone too long, they'd been gone too long, and upon their return, they were made to face the rough music baking cakes in hubcaps, finding their new way along the way, they don't have to stay, and face all that rough music they'd been gone too long, they'd been gone, and upon their return they were made to face the rough music can't ever go back, some people keep track, can't ever go back, some people keep track why should you have to? you don't have to relive this so much past in this past, so much past in this past, time to let it pass
7.
the scarecrow still wore a locket from a time when words still came out, when promises were made she stood perfectly still, still straw, stuffed with lost prizes and time, scaring off the crows and men in her mind she felt the wind whip through that nothing at all all her nothing at all she felt the wind whip through that nothing at all all her nothing at all she named the eagles, named the eagles up high, in her world there was calm, an overlooked place she'd been protecting, no longer remembering why her stillness could startle folks just as hollow or more, afraid they'd end up the same - so still she felt the wind whip through that nothing at all all her nothing at all she felt the wind whip through that nothing at all all her nothing at all and there was nothing much worth keeping no one left to fool or blame she still named the eagles up high
8.
somebody must've watered you, you grew healthy roots, stayed where they knew you you could have anyone, everyone - i hope you feel it all remind me of a giant i used to know - before his big life took off, took hold he was strong and had nice sweaters, and he felt like you we believed he'd keep growing forever then one day he moved to a farm, joined the quietest cult- a cult of one. i don't think that's bad, do you? cuz i'm in love with that ending, and your beginning these songs get written when it rains, such a pretty window pane, these songs get written when it rains, such a pretty pain (pane) to wander (wonder) through flowers smell stronger when it rains, makes you remember flowers smell stronger when it rains, makes you remember when you tend to your garden, forget me not when you tend to your garden, forget me not when you sleep in your garden, forget me not forget me not, forget me not, when it rains, when it rains forget me not, forget me not, when it rains. when it rains
9.
ya coulda married one of those slow moving men who'd followed you’round in high-school, how different your life might have been there'd of been: children to fight for, holidays to live for, vulnerability to pay for - in one way or another think of it now. your very own slow moving man, sleeps next to you, and snores like the ocean waves someone to shave for while you watch his beard grow, an achilles heel - to grab and to hold, nightmare to scold, and pick up from the same barroom floor someone to cheat on while you're still moving fast enough, you'd still have him when no one wants either of you- anymore think of it now, your very own slow moving man, who you dream of drowning in the ocean waves your kids wouldn't thank you for not being abandoned, you'd try not to punish them for your choices, and unfulfilled life you'd give up your lovers, cuz affairs would be harder, and who'd want a martyr who'd leave herself, leave herself, if she could? think of it now, your very own mouth-breathing clan, your final legacy and ready-made crowd to blame just wake up thankful there's no one to shatter, and only life you gave - was birth to this song, where's the regret in that? think of it now, your very own slow moving song, it's about four minutes and it’s simpler this way it’s just simpler this way
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the possum on the northbound truck, an unknown delivery, never felt the cold before, before today the shrinking man on the shrinking bike, riding outta sight, yearned to disappear, pedal at the speed of light they were making strange, then riding away, the feeling came from somewhere, and it wasn't wrong making strange, feeling okay it wasn't an ice flow - just some elbow room the branches slapping at her car as she left the party - with full recall of the best mistake she'd never make the free man searched for someone to share his language, but now was enough, at least he knew - that they were making strange, then riding away, the feeling came from somewhere, and it wasn't wrong making strange until it's normal again, maybe when the spring comes, i'll see you again keep going, keep going, come back and make strange keep going, keep going, come back and make strange keep going, keep going, come back and make strange we chase the dragon city we chase the dragon city we chase the dragon city
12.
wind the box, pop the clasp i'm inside, always inside lift the lid and i'll dance 'round and 'round - just for you, among your trinkets did ya ever want to be a trapped ballerina like me? swirling in a torn tutu as the same sweet tune brings me to life for you near the mickiemouse watch, grandmother's locket, a cherry bomb - where's that ring oh yeah, i hocked it - rhinestone brooch and your old man's bolo tie he always wore to the friday night fish fry jewellery box, jewellery box what is in your jewellery box? repair jobs 'n old ideas that still shine like brand new and a ballerina who won't quit out on you as long as you keep on winding, as long as you keep on winding
13.
in my love, my love my love, he left you in my love, my love my love, you left too now all nature’s out of balance, the coy wolf cries out — (wolf howls) we grew, we grew, we grew great gardens and milkweed they grew, they grew, they grew great gardens and milkweed now all nature’s out of balance, the coy wolf cries out — (wolf howls) the trees, the trees the tamarack and spruce, they miss you the trees, the trees the tamarack and spruce, they miss you now all nature’s out of balance, the coy wolf cries out — (wolf howls) goodbye my love goodbye my love, my Pooschka goodbye my love goodbye my love, my Pooschka all of nature’s out of balance, the coy wolf cries out — (wolf howls)

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dedicated
to our SuZ

& to all those
marvelous,
miraculous
seeds she'd planted
along
the
way

credits

released December 27, 2019

lyrics & music written & arranged by jackie fitzgerald*

*jewellery box: music written by su morin
*su’s vulcan wolf song: lyrics & music written & arranged by su morin
*roman à cleft & slow moving man: arranged by eddy beaubien

lead & backing vocals, keyboards (real & virtual), autoharp: jackie fitzgerald*
*su’s vulcan wolf song, lead vocals: su morin

guitar: eddy beaubien
omnichord: su morin (jewellery box & su’s vulcan wolf song)
fiddle: kenneth macleod (swamp fever dreams)

guitar arrangements by eddy beaubien
violin/string arrangements by kenneth macleod

produced, mixed & mastered by jackie fitzgerald
recorded by jackie fitzgerald & eddy beaubien
between may 2016 & january 2019
@ wild, wild west end studio(s), windsor, ontario, canada

album cover & booklet artwork, design, layout: julia hall
booklet layout editor: ben van dongen
moon images on bandcamp page: julia hall

special thanks to mike lyster,
friend & canadian history buff extraordinaire who originally coined:
"the wreck of the jackie fitzgerald"

no disrespect is intended to the twenty-nine crew members of the ss edmund fitzgerald who lost their lives on november 10th, 1975.
or to their surviving family members and friends.
or to gordon ligthfoot.
or to fans of gordon lightfoot.

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